productofsystem ([info]productofsystem) wrote,
2006-02-17 17:22:00

forever

holy shit, i know it seems like i only write about shit in this thing, but good christ almighty, what a week. EVICTED fucking evicted. not the end of the world, but there's only so much a guy can take before he loses it. for the last year, i've been coming closer and closer to just going ape shit. thankgod i don't own a gun. people, me included, would be dead. i'd either have killed everyone at work, or gone to berk and colin's on a night everyone was there and unleashed some hostility. i don't want to kill a bunch of strangers. the thing that gets me is that i am responsible for it all. for all rights and accounts, i should be dead, i can't believe no ones killed me.

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[info]depressionsaves

February 20 2006, 21:47:05 UTC 6 years ago

here's the deal

i hate to say this to you like this dude
but you need to just take a step back
drink a beer
and relax...
and if you do kill yourself
i will be pissed at you
and make sure it's after georgey boy in march

[info]dejavuagain3

February 21 2006, 18:41:33 UTC 6 years ago

Well if anyone needs to crash on my couch, let me know. Also, if you need room to store stuff, let me know. I live in a big house with lots of space..especially in the basement.

Anonymous

April 8 2006, 22:57:43 UTC 6 years ago

Choose now

Think what made you get evicted, maybe too much partying and fucking shit up? That usually does it. It's not like it's your momy and dady's house where you'll just get grounded. It's sound like life is just shitty for you. but I must say you chose that road to go down. Why take your anger out on other people as you might want to do. They didn't cause your problems, though they might have taken part in it. But you ultimately decided which way to go. I think when we are living our lives we have two choices, one way will be easy and one could be hard long and lonely. But we make that choice. So it sounds to me like you need to kick your own ass. But don't be a pussy and talk about shooting yourself that just shows weakness in a person. There will always be one other person who's life is more fucked up than yours. It takes one second to change the course of your life. Choose now.

[info]productofsystem

June 7 2006, 06:23:00 UTC 5 years ago

Re: Choose now

i just read this FUCK YOU
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